Lost and all alone

I Would Describe Myself As

So I'm Kimberly...I also go by Hilary Star, Tiffany, Isabella and Sophie...no I do not have a different personality for each name. I'm 22 years old. My birthday is the 4th of July...that's right...I'm a firecracker baby lol. There's not really much to say about me. I'm just a chick. I'm pretty shy when I meet someone new, but once I get to know them I'm a pretty fun chick. I hate having naked nails...so I paint my nails every day because I also pick the nail polish off after I'm done painting. I know it's stupid but that's just how I am. I suffer from Borderline Personality Disorder, Dysthymia and Agoraphobia. For anyone who doesn't know what any of those are you can ask or look it up. I also have ADD. But my disorders just make me more unique. I have a sun allergy...so I can't really be out in it all that much. It kinda sucks but whatever. I'm a cutter...and NO I'M NOT EMO!! I'm so sick of people who say that. I was a cutter long before emo was even around. I started cutting when I was 11. I kept it hidden from everyone and then in 2004 I finally came out about my self injury. I don't want nor do I need your sympathy. I am trying to stop but I keep relapsing but someday I do hope to stop completely and find a healthy way to cope with my issues. I love animals. I have 8 dogs, 8 cats, 2 bunnies and a guinea pig. They're not all really mine...I just say they are. When I was 4 or 5 I was attacked by a bunny and it left me deathly afraid of them. My sister had one that scared the bageebees outta me. Then one day I decided to face my fear and I bought one. Now I'm not as afraid of them...but sometimes I still get nervous when I'm around my sister's. I don't really trust people all that much. Too much has happened in my short life to make me feel this way. Almost everyone I have ever trusted has used my trust against me. So I just stopped trusting...well...I do still trust...but it's really hard for me...and like once I let someone in and they do something to hurt me then it's almost impossible to get that trust back. I'm really into art. I'm a photographer. I'm always taking pictures. I think black and white shots are the best. I also do a lot of writing...poems mostly. I have over 200. I write stories every now and then but I don't let anyone but my sister read them. I am currently single and I think I'm going to stay that way for a while. I just can't take the lies anymore. It's too hard. I mean is it so hard to just tell the truth?? I don't think it's that hard but whatever. I can be quite a bitch when provoked...but other than that I'm a pretty nice person. I don't like confrontation. It scares me when people yell at me. So I guess this is about all there is about me...I'm sure there is more but I can't remember so oh well. If there's anything else you would like to know don't be afraid to ask.

Sign

Cancer

My Body Type Is

Big And Beautiful

My Height Is

5' 6 (1.68 m)

My Eyes Are

Blue

My Ethnicity Is

Caucasian

My Marital Situation Is

Single

I Have Kids

No

I Want Kids

Yes

My Best Feature Is

Eyes

Body Art

Pierced... But Only Ear(s)

My Hair Is

Blonde

I Have One Or More Of These

Gerbil Or Guinea Pig

My Education Level Is

High School Diploma

My Current Employment Status Is

Self-employed

My Speciality Is

Art / Music / Literature

My Job Title Is

Photographer

I Live

With Pet(s)

At Home

Friends Come Over Occasionally

Back In High School, I Was A

Outcast

My Social Behavior Is

Strange

My Interest And Hobbies Are

Fishing / Hunting

My Idea Of A Great Time Is

Going To A Museum

An Ideal First Date Would Be

i dont know...just hanging out and getting to know each other

I've Always Wanted To Try

everything

My Friends Describe Me As Being

Goofy

My Religion Is

Spiritual But Not Religious

I Attend Services

Once

My Political Views Are

Democrat

My Goal In Life Is

to be happy...and to someday have a family

On Tv, I Always Watch

Reality Shows

When I Go To The Movies, I Always Go To See A

Thriller

When Listening To Music, I Always Listen To

Punk

When I Read, I Always Read

I Don't Like Reading

My Idea Of Fun Is

I like to hang out with friend, write, take pictures, go to movies, sing...i don't know...just stuff

What Do You Find Attractive?

Thoughtfullness

What Do You Look For?

I dont really look for anything. All I want is for someone to like me for who I am and not try to change me.

What Kind Of Relationship Are You Seeking?

Committed