Lost and all alone

Ich würde mich selbst beschreiben als

So I'm Kimberly...I also go by Hilary Star, Tiffany, Isabella and Sophie...no I do not have a different personality for each name. I'm 22 years old. My birthday is the 4th of July...that's right...I'm a firecracker baby lol. There's not really much to say about me. I'm just a chick. I'm pretty shy when I meet someone new, but once I get to know them I'm a pretty fun chick. I hate having naked nails...so I paint my nails every day because I also pick the nail polish off after I'm done painting. I know it's stupid but that's just how I am. I suffer from Borderline Personality Disorder, Dysthymia and Agoraphobia. For anyone who doesn't know what any of those are you can ask or look it up. I also have ADD. But my disorders just make me more unique. I have a sun allergy...so I can't really be out in it all that much. It kinda sucks but whatever. I'm a cutter...and NO I'M NOT EMO!! I'm so sick of people who say that. I was a cutter long before emo was even around. I started cutting when I was 11. I kept it hidden from everyone and then in 2004 I finally came out about my self injury. I don't want nor do I need your sympathy. I am trying to stop but I keep relapsing but someday I do hope to stop completely and find a healthy way to cope with my issues. I love animals. I have 8 dogs, 8 cats, 2 bunnies and a guinea pig. They're not all really mine...I just say they are. When I was 4 or 5 I was attacked by a bunny and it left me deathly afraid of them. My sister had one that scared the bageebees outta me. Then one day I decided to face my fear and I bought one. Now I'm not as afraid of them...but sometimes I still get nervous when I'm around my sister's. I don't really trust people all that much. Too much has happened in my short life to make me feel this way. Almost everyone I have ever trusted has used my trust against me. So I just stopped trusting...well...I do still trust...but it's really hard for me...and like once I let someone in and they do something to hurt me then it's almost impossible to get that trust back. I'm really into art. I'm a photographer. I'm always taking pictures. I think black and white shots are the best. I also do a lot of writing...poems mostly. I have over 200. I write stories every now and then but I don't let anyone but my sister read them. I am currently single and I think I'm going to stay that way for a while. I just can't take the lies anymore. It's too hard. I mean is it so hard to just tell the truth?? I don't think it's that hard but whatever. I can be quite a bitch when provoked...but other than that I'm a pretty nice person. I don't like confrontation. It scares me when people yell at me. So I guess this is about all there is about me...I'm sure there is more but I can't remember so oh well. If there's anything else you would like to know don't be afraid to ask.

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Krebs

Mein Körpertyp ist

Dick und Schön

Meine Größe ist

5' 6 (1.68 m)

Meine Augen sind

Blau

Meine Herkunft ist

Kaukasisch

Mein Familienstand ist

Single

Ich habe Kinder

Nein

Ich möchte Kinder

Ja

Meine beste Eigenschaft ist

Augen

Körperkunst

Gepierct... Aber nur die Ohren

Mein Haar ist

Blond

Ich habe ein oder mehrere folgende Haustiere

Wüstenrennmaus oder Meerschweinchen

Mein Ausbildungsgrad ist

Hauptschul-Abschluss

Mein derzeitiges Dienstverhältnis ist

Selbstständig

Meine Spezialität ist

Kunst / Musik /Literatur

Mein Job-Titel ist

Photographer

Ich lebe

Mit Haustier(en)

Zuhause

Freunde kommen gelegentlich vorbei

In der Hauptschule war ich

Außenseiter

Mein soziales Verhalten ist

Eigenartig

Meine Interessen und Hobbys sind

Fischen / Jagen

Meine Vorstellung einer tollen Zeit ist

In ein Museum gehen

Ein ideales erstes Date wäre

i dont know...just hanging out and getting to know each other

Ich wollte immer schon versuchen

everything

Meine Freunde beschreiben mich als

Albern

Meine Religion ist

Spirituell aber nicht religiös

Ich besuche Gottesdienste

Einmal

Mein Ziel im Leben ist

to be happy...and to someday have a family

Im Fernsehen sehe ich mir Folgendes gerne an

Reality-Shows

Wenn ich ins Kino gehe, sehe ich immer

Thriller

Wenn ich mir Musik anhöre, höre ich immer

Punk

Wenn ich lese, lese ich immer

Ich mag lesen nicht

Meine Vorstellung von Spaß ist

I like to hang out with friend, write, take pictures, go to movies, sing...i don't know...just stuff

Was findest du attraktiv?

Nachdenklich

Wonach suchst du?

I dont really look for anything. All I want is for someone to like me for who I am and not try to change me.

Nach welcher Art Beziehung suchst du?

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